overall, I was not feeling happy this week.. things that happened made me realise some facts.. abt myself n abt other ppl.. but thankfully, it also made me discover that I do have lots of ppl ard me concerned abt me.. these ppl frm now on will be my motivation.. I really hate to disappoint them..
firstly, I apologise.. sorry, friends.. for making u all worried and having to tolerate my mood swings.. ni men xin ku le..
ppl who i want to thank:
ls, u have been nice enuf.. stop thinking u aren't gd enuf ok? I am really contented with who u r now.. and the support u had given me all along really makes me very gan dong.. u always noe when I need u and surely, u will always be the first to lend me ur ear and ur shoulder.. I dunno if I have done the same to u, but my ears and shoulders will always be there for u 24/7 forever..
sh.. we had known each other abt more than one year le.. but recently then get to noe each other better.. wanna say this, u r really a nice friend.. and my ou xiang too!! You have the ability to make ppl feel comfortable when they r with u.. and you really made me feel special when u r up there on the stage, playing the piano for me..thanks really.. it cheered me up a lot that day.
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to our clique:
ppl, thanks for gg to the beach and watching the sunset with me.. and for realising the sunset to me is impt..
angel, thanks for gg even when u r unwell..u must take care k? hope ur cough better le..
jes, dun worry, u can still try ur luck throwing shells/stones into the water.. one day, u will be able to make 5 ripples in a row with it.. : )
yt, thanks for everything u had given me.. be it our friendship or advice.. actually, u r remarkable u noe that.. want to add u to my ou xiang list..I admire ur way of thinking.. stay that way k?
vera, I love ur character the most u noe.. maybe u didn't realise.. but ur 洒脱ness really is what I 望尘莫及 de.. but nvm, 有你这个女人做朋友,我 知足了.
constance, suddenly realised I know u better le.. no matter what, try to retain 你最初的想法 ok.. there's nth wrong in living in our own world cos everyone does that.. if not, they aren't humans in the 1st place..
sl, thanks for entertaining me these few days.. u r a true entertainer, never failing to perk ppl up no matter how down they are..sometimes, ur words really makes a lot of sense.. but I dun tink I can do it.. but.. I will still rmb them de.. yupps.. haaz.. I am fine now.. I suppose.. I had come to a decision and my mind is no longer in a whirl.. so let's all jiayou!
mx, thanks.. for everything ba.. for coming to cg 2505.. for joining our clique.. for bonding the clique.. for being the entertainer together with sl.. for the 地板动作, for all ur gd advice, and lastly, for being the stone that we all noe.. really hope u will still be in close contact with us after u leave..
today.. marks the end of everything.. tomorrow is truly a brand new day.. a brand new start.. yupps.. I know I can do it..
x.i.n.h.u.i