I got mixed emotions flowing through me, just like I have thousand of things on my mind now. argh.
feeling frustrated, irritated, grateful, lucky, sorry, confused, in a dilemma.. wow. wat a interesting hybrid of feelings.
and if u believe, I am currently reading "Veronika decides to die". I dun understand 60% of wat I am reading so far but I know it is a book on madness. and I seriously tink I am mad. I am not joking, but I seem to agree with wat the 'mad' are thinking inside the book.. so it is like.. hmm.. where does that place me? In a asylum too?
and do u know the mad are actually normal ppl while the so classified 'normal' ppl are actually the mad ppl.. just that they take the same stand for most things, they are considered normal as they form the majority. I found this true. and I like this theory. Goodness.
Pardon me if I am not speaking sense or if u can't catch up.. I feel the need to pry into my innermost self and do some soul searching. Maybe I can uncover some of my hidden soul strength which I myself am unaware of. wow.