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Monday, May 14, 2007
无奈者 posted at 10:57 PM

I was watching a TV show that is broadcasted every weekday morning on CH 8 at 10am. Old TCS show, by Pan Ling Ling, Huang Biren, HUang Wenyong, Lin Mei Jiao and cast.. but it just makes me look back again.. It is not always encouraged to look back but sometimes, it just doesn't hurt to look back.. we will then realise how much we have grown.. isn't it..
and I found my bro's kindergarten report bk.. hahas.. not mine though.. I flipped thru and saw the remarks and particulars eg. the height and weight in it. Well, it is dated 15/11/94..hahas. I tried imagining if the report card is mine, what will my teacher put in it..
Back in 1994, maybe we didn't know much abt this world that we are living in. Thirteen years later, we have matured considerably.. however, we may still not be familiar with how this world works.. Another thirteen years later, in our late thirties, perhaps things will be slightly better but we still cannot have a full grasp of how this world operates.. Even till the day we leave, we have reached our threshold but still, it definitely wasn't enough to understand the world.. The world with its people is so complex after all..
At this point, something Xiao S said came to mind.. hahas.. she mentioned before that she had not ever regretted growing up because with growing up, comes freedom. She loves growing up, growing old and every other part of life becos at these different stages she knows she will learn different things, seeing things frm different perspectives.. quite true, to me, when we are young, days are the most unbearable in the sense, we dun have sufficient pocket money to buy they toys we want. We have to rely on our parents to buy it for us. We cannot hang out with friends on any day of the week as we are still young. Now, already in the nineteenth year of my life, I have the freedom and ability to earn my money, save my pocket money that is given to me to spend on the material things I like. I am able to hang out with my friends everyday. The freedom compared is significantly larger. However, it is also this freedom that constantly reminds me I must be home to accompany my parents.. They are the ones who need us most. I love them more than anything in the world. They will not be reading this but I do promise I will spend more time with them now and in the future.. I love u, Daddy, Mummy..