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Saturday, September 29, 2007
无奈者 posted at 2:23 AM

it's 2.24am in the morning.. and I am not the least sleepy.. well, I'll be in deep trouble tml.. will be foreseeing myself having problems staying awake.. lol.

anyway, just had a chat with my uncle in Seattle.. didn't know how impressive he is until we chatted.. lol. he is one with loads of valuable life experiences which money couldn't buy. and seriously I envy him.. just like I envy a lot of other people.. for the things they had dared to do, for the courage they have shown when they faced resistance, for the sheer determination they have shown in times of of difficulties..

Actually, I'm having mood swings lately.. which I wonder y.. (since I ended my diet long ago.) but in the mist of these unpredictable emotions, I am having this strange feeling that I can't help feeling helpless about. I am already 19 (if I realise) and I've got this feeling of holding on desperately to time, to memories, to reality, to everything possible like if I am able to stall time and preserve it all in this moment.. the most probable explanation for this, is that I have realised I have not much time left to play ard.. now is the acceleratory phase of life, and if not cautious enough, I'll end up wasting my precious life away.. soon, in the nick of time, decades will pass as if it is only days.. we will soon greet each other with our wrinkles and saggy skin.. ageing signs will only get more obvious, no matter how good our concealing skills are. lol.

yup, maybe life is like tat.. but I guess the sense of urgency is better than none. at least it is an indication that I am not lagging behind time.
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