2nd day after exams..
a bit bored? but nevertheless, it still makes a gd recharge period.
I need a gd 3 mths recharge period..desperately.. lol. uni is taxing..
and to re-think my priorties.
I wish sometimes, tat I could go back time.
but there are also times when I am enjoying what I am doing now.
Uni is turning me into someone with a high need of cognition.
and I'm lovin' it.
finally, some sense of grown up.
最近又想了很多。
回想起这二十年的生活旅程，真的发现生活有好多变化。
人，随着时间长大，背负在身上的责任也无形中加重了。
但，却也换来了自由，自主与自律。
从错误中学习，从挫折中吸取经验，才有今时今日的自己。。
可谓有得有失，有赢有输。
顿时间，我真分不出是我赚了，还是。。。
从一开始，我是个平凡人，却有着和平凡人不一样的顾虑。
这二十年，感觉上我已经经历了好多，
如果我还有多几个二十年，我的人生将会如何发展，老天还会让我经历什么。。
是否会是这二十年的复本，让我再经历一遍？
我，真怕会是这样。。。
a failure finds no meaning in life.
and I am her.
ok, just a small brk b4 I start on my politics essay and presentation for next week.. real busy with meeting deadlines for the past 2 weeks.. just finished hp203 and hp202.. woah......暂时可以喘一口气了。。but sadly, it wun be long..
but nvm, time will go, days will pass.. deadlines and exams will be over b4 I noe it.. 乐观点！！ho ho..
recently thought of a lot of things.. dunno y.. 我就说自己不是个平常人，没有颗平常心。。不过，在想开的那一霎那，我却觉得自己成长了好多。。接下来的道路更清楚，更focused..
anyway, watched Secret Sunshine密阳。。基本上是一部看的过去的电影，但却因为之前太多的宣传与得奖新闻，抹盖了观众对这部电影应有的公平看待。。公平看待它是部简单，没有大来头的电影。如果我是部电影，或许我最怕的，就是欠缺观众公平的眼光。。 得了奖，我得了荣耀，却失去了电影自身表达给观众的故事情节与情感的能力。那，我还算是部电影么？
anyway, for the movie, I was quite shocked when they started preaching Christianity..I didn't noe it.. (well, I go in for 全度妍) It was awkward, I admit.. but when she starts to 'take revenge' on God, tat part is.. interesting, I tink..
stop here, back to ha205..
x.i.n.h.u.i