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Thursday, July 20, 2006
无奈者 posted at 9:26 PM

sometimes, we really shouldn't expect too much of people.. especially close ones around u.. but ironically, it is human's nature to have expectations of them.. the closer they are, the higher the expectations..lol.. wat a joke..

all along, I have been persuading myself not to hurt ppl's feelings if possible.. cos the hurt u inflicted on them are unremovable scars.. as a result, I beome more and more timid.. As time passes, I even find it hard to express what I really feel.. cos I am afraid what I say will affect XXX or YYY etc.. in the end, they will feel unhappy and I feel guilty.. what for? Now then I realise I had actually lost myself these 2 years.. I find myself silly.. I really dun understand y there are ppl who goes ard inflicting pain on ppl without even feeling sorry.. anyway, what a coward I have been.. maybe I shld be like them too.. not caring too much abt ppl's feelings.. u can't care for them all anyway.. this way, will I be happier? blah..

A phrase came to mind today while I was sorting out my thoughts..

'Fairness exists in the hearts of people but not in the actual world itself..'

Everyone, good or bad know how to measure fairness in their hearts.. just that some of them chose to self-define their fairness and thanks to them, the world had become a monster place.. really.. I wouldn't be so affected if I didn't believe that fairness exist right from the start.... the world is no utopia and it is no use forcing urself to believe it is one..
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