great.. actually my 2nd newest post (including this) becomes a blank after I type close to 500 words on it.. but nvm.. no use getting angry over it.. maybe there's something wrong with blogger..
anyway, work.. gets more complicated.. I am starting to feel the stress.. take the least calls everyday.. be the one who has the worse performance in my grp and among all my temp staff.. I think till here, only angel understands.. I am really not gd in this job.. I am not confident as my other collaegues to take on any enquires and it makes me wonder whether they is anything I am gd in.. really.. how am I gg to make it in society in a few years time? and reality really sucks.. it sucks always.. I may live in my own world, but I hate to see my world being crushed in the hands of crude reality.
What's more.. I feel sorry towards my tl.. got a feeling that I am a burden to her grp.. argh.
great great.. just continue to let me feel I am useless.. and...... I dunno wat will happen next..