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Thursday, April 19, 2007
无奈者 posted at 4:49 AM

nostalgia hits me again.. I dun wanna tink but I can't deny the fact that I am thinking abt tj and the school life we had when I was reading jiamin's blog.. we had left precious memories in every corner every corner of tj.. suddenly had an urge to go back to lep room.. even if this is so, I am more aware that things have changed and as much as I am willing to go back, the people and environment there are different..

stop reminiscing abt the past, tang. and maybe u r rite. I will try to adopt to your advice of stop thinking that my life is screwed up. argh.

and I desperately need some time alone to cool off.. I haven't had the time to interact with my own soul for ages. I have not listened to the voices of my heart for very long.. so.. let this begin after contract end.

speaking of ending of contract, although 3 mths is just a fleeting period of our lives, I still feel sad. Sad not becos I am afraid of being jobless but sad that I am leaving the ppl behind.. To console myself, I can only say if I dun leave my 'comfort circle' to venture into new areas, I will never know what the future holds for me..

anyway, was reading 'Rape of Nanking'.. omg.. totally disgusted with the Japanese.. and gets me very affected everyday after I read the book.. Maybe Iris Chang (author) didn't commit sucide solely becos of the facts stated in the book, but I tink there is a high possibility that that is one of the contribution factors.. and what leaves me more excited is I just bought a book, 'The Unknown Story, Mao' on Mao Zedong. gosh! After I finish 'R.O.N', I will move on to it.. hahas..
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