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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
无奈者 posted at 8:25 PM

I really feel guilty that I am taking half day off and another full day off tomorrow.. but.. another part of me is telling me " Since u have done it, dun regret.. make full use of what u have.." and I decided it is true.. lol.

I went to my grandmother's house tdy.. the neighbourhood that I have spent my baby + teen growing up years. And I went down for a walk around the neighbouring HDB flats, the marketplace and the shophouses.. simply walking down memory lane.. Interestingly, memories of primary school times flooded back more than the lower secondary memories.. haha..

took a walk down the route that I took after school everyday in Red Swastika.. thought of my friend, Li Wern.. and nothing much was changed.. just that I changed more than the sights.. after 7 to 8 yrs.. haha.. was wondering, I was 11/12 when I was first using the route, now 19 when I walked it again and most probably at 26 or older when I walked on it again.. yeah.. we had aged, I realised and time passes too fast for me to react. What I am clear of is that walking down the path again, I am looking at different things with different mentality.. in the past, I would look forward to gg home, ignoring every tree, infrastructure that I passed by. Now, I take time reminiscing the past, spending time noticing the greenery beside the paths and the buildings along it, all these because we will be moving out of the neighbourhood soon.. soon, I may not even get the chance to rekindle all these sweet decade old memories once we moved.. I am just frantically grabbing every bit of memories that I can keep because I am so afraid that I will be left with none in time to come.. I am afraid I can't even remember the familiar sights, the familiar emotions if I dun catch a few more glimpses of it a few years down the road. well, I am desperate, in this sense, haha.

and it feels good to noe nothing much changed. I feel so comfortable with every sight that I take in. But instead, this will reflect the significant change that I feel in me. This shows I have grown up, which is normal. I am no longer the little girl who thinks the world of Sailormoon or Huanzhu Ge Ge..haha.

the next time I go down it again, when will it be.. lol. and what will I feel this time..
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