it's 2.24am in the morning.. and I am not the least sleepy.. well, I'll be in deep trouble tml.. will be foreseeing myself having problems staying awake.. lol.
anyway, just had a chat with my uncle in Seattle.. didn't know how impressive he is until we chatted.. lol. he is one with loads of valuable life experiences which money couldn't buy. and seriously I envy him.. just like I envy a lot of other people.. for the things they had dared to do, for the courage they have shown when they faced resistance, for the sheer determination they have shown in times of of difficulties..
Actually, I'm having mood swings lately.. which I wonder y.. (since I ended my diet long ago.) but in the mist of these unpredictable emotions, I am having this strange feeling that I can't help feeling helpless about. I am already 19 (if I realise) and I've got this feeling of holding on desperately to time, to memories, to reality, to everything possible like if I am able to stall time and preserve it all in this moment.. the most probable explanation for this, is that I have realised I have not much time left to play ard.. now is the acceleratory phase of life, and if not cautious enough, I'll end up wasting my precious life away.. soon, in the nick of time, decades will pass as if it is only days.. we will soon greet each other with our wrinkles and saggy skin.. ageing signs will only get more obvious, no matter how good our concealing skills are. lol.
yup, maybe life is like tat.. but I guess the sense of urgency is better than none. at least it is an indication that I am not lagging behind time.
wonder if anyone rmb this? it's gg to be another year.. mid autumm is round the corner again.. I am still keeping my blue zhu long.. how abt u guys?
forget abt assignments, presentations, all the quizzes and mid term papers for a moment. Term break is round the corner.. and my mind is only occupied on tat.. WOOHOO!! haha.. will be duper ultra happy this week.. cos I am looking so forward to the long awaited break.. after 6 wks of academic life.. haha.. Van, ying, we can start planning our kbox trip le!.. haha!!
and I concluded: Spanish has really got me hooked on it.. it is so fun and interesting to take it up!! : ) happy happy.. haha..
iHasta Luego, ppl!! : )
times flies.. once again, the aptness of this phrase has outweighed its clicheness....
without anyone realising (or u did realise..), 911 is a 6 yr old incident.. still had a vivid memory of the classroom scene on 11/9/2001.. Mr Khoo came in, looking serious and start telling us abt the incident.. Slow as I was, I didn't have any idea what he's toking abt nor have any idea of the seriousness of the matter.. until tat nite.. when I watched the news.. I rmb I have completely no idea what he is toking about for the whole period of lesson. Pardon me, but I didn't even noe the existance of World Trade Centre in New York City then.. so u see, I wasn't aware and in fact did not tink much of the incident then.. It was the aftermath where ppl kept discussing abt it that I came to noe wat World Trade Centre is and its role in America's economy etc. From then on, the word 'terrorist' topped the chart for its 'popularity' worldwide.. It is most probably the most frequent word used globally all these while. Due to the media's high frequency of mentioning, 911 incident seems so near, not like a 6 year old incident.. One of the reasons why I didn't tink much of the incident then was because I cannot fully comprehend the sadness experienced by the victims' families.. Today, 6 yrs ltr, I took a better understanding to this matter.. I sympathize with the families of the innocent victims and wish could offer them the deepest condolences. Time has passed, ticking away but the emotional trauma and scar will be there to stay.. It is a chapter in Mankind's civilisation history that should never be forgotton. Let us calm our hearts, cleanse our thoughts and reflect on our actions. May we be gain enlightenment by the events that happen all these years and be bestowed with the power to cease all evil in our hearts..
x.i.n.h.u.i