sometimes, it is just so contradictory.. hahas. when I am working, I am grumbling why am I working.. I want to enjoy life and all that.. now that I had been granted my wish, I wish I am working now. The feeling of no income really sucks esp when u r continuing to having output and no input. Pls, let me find a job pls. But nevertheless, I am still enjoying life, becos I noe if I dun now, when I find a job later, I will start missing these days again.. hahas. so, rock and roll!! enjoy to the fullest, txh.. I will tell myself.. hahas.
anyway, on another note, I tink I am the most thick skinned (hou lian pi) person in the world. Scheduled my dental appt earlier to 15 May, which is next wk, I realise.. hahas.. and the biggest PROB is I can't fit into my retainers anymore!! Hooray.. now my dentist will noe I haven't been following his instructions and reason why I brought forward the appt is becos my wisdom tooth hurts. I am worried it will push my teeth arrangement out of shape.. pls dun.. My parents spent tons of money on it!! and basically I am fine with my teeth as long as it looks straight and tidy frm the front.. pls dun let my teeth move any further..argh. I pray, I pray, I pray.